June 2012
139 posts
I Don't Know...
I know you want to date me again. I know I do too, a little bit right now. But I think I’m just scared to mess up the whole relationship. I think I’m scared to open my entire life up to someone too. I don’t know, I think that might be the reason why it doesn’t feel right. I will still think about it and possibly ask you when I’m ready to open my entire life up to you....
I'm Back! :D
Well I haven’t been on Tumblr for quite awhile now. But I’m back to post more on my wall. :)
May 2012
22 posts
LettingGoIsNeverThatEasy
rainboowbeads-x:
i still see you and her together, even when i know your not. i know you don’t want me to read the past, but it’s all i can think about. starting to think this won’t work for me. he believed you were the one, now i believe you are. i’ll be a phase he won’t remember, because i’m nothing but a friend.
That’s not true! Don’t say that!
themindofjade-chan:
I know you’re still...
I Took an Arrow to the Knee...
“I used to be a c*ck f*cking car… BUT THEN I TOOK AN ARROW TO THE KNEE!!!”
Good Times! XD
“You, me, drop thy pants! (In the background—>) AHHHHHHH!!!! (sigh) good times…
WOW...
Tonight was amazing… until my parents came home… yea….
Not Your Fault
Don’t blame yourself for hurting me. I’m just like this and I just realized that this is how the rest of my life is going to be.
What's the Point Anymore...
What’s the point of living anymore when I’m always alone. I’m always alone. My heart has no more love in it. I feel empty. And I feel like saying goodbye… I’m trying my hardest… but I’m so close to breaking down… I’m sorry everyone…
Sorry...
I know you’ve been excited to go out with me for a long time. I know you love me, I’ve read your Tumblr, but I think I need to take some time to move on. I don’t love her, I still have feelings for her, but it was awkward being in the commons with her… for me. Please, let’s just wait a bit, then we will see if I will still be yours.
Now I Feel It...
Now that I’m lonely… I feel like holding a knife to my throat, and pulling it across, with nobody knowing what I did. Then everyone will forget how terrible a person I was. But I will not go back to the pain I had.
Some people say they are okay, when they really aren’t…
Some Things Just Need to End...
Sometimes relationships need to end for a reason. But thoughts have come back to me about life ending. Me sleeping forever. I don’t know how it will happen, but if I don’t find someone else to fill my heart with love, then I might as well sleep… forever. I’m sorry.
There's Nobody Right for Me...
I will never find that girl for me… ever! WTF is the point of living anymore!!!??? When life sucks and is nolonger livable without that person you cared for… but they’ve hurt you too much to go back to them. I can’t go back to a relationship with only pain in it. I’m sorry. But I’m lonely now, but I will not be teared down.
I'm Sorry
I’m sorry, but I can’t hang on much longer. It’s hard to say goodbye to someone you cared about, but when you’re tired of them always being sad and depressed over things that can be fixed by just talking, then it’s a little hard to stay with that person you care about. Sorry to leave you, but I think it’s better for the two of us. Goodbye, and I’m sorry I...
